Im not quite sure if they're just trying to hard to help me or they really feel that way about me.
I mean let's be honest... everyone thinks Im a mess, that I can't do anything on my own, that everytime I say I'll do something its just words and not acts.
It just bugs me the fact that everyone feels free to judge me because I dropped out from what I was studying... I didn't like it that's all, it doesn't mean I won't keep studying.
Im gonna fucking show everyone they're wrong about me, that they think they know me but they have no idea. Im gonna do things for myself and feel better as a person, this year has helped me with that, I've grown so much, I've seen so much, I've learned so much that I feel ready to the next step and start doing things for myself.
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